Thursday, February 16, 2017

Take a Stretch

While these first two weeks back to school have been emotionally draining, mentally tasking and more challenging than I ever thought possible, there have been rays of sunshine that have made their way into the business.
1. Jahel came back to school and nothing has changed between us. His eyes still light up with mischief whenever I glance in his direction. He still loves my hugs and being sassy by saying in English to me, "I am sorry for you" and even though he's 13 and tries to act grown up like a lot of the boys, he will still fall into fits of laughter when he "steals" my nose and I pretend I can't breath until he gives it back. I honestly didn't know I could love someone so fast and so much until I met Jahel. He's the most loveable child I have ever known.
2. Maribel called me "mi mama" and it made my heart melt a little. I was tucking her into bed and teased her by asking if she remembered to give me a kiss goodnight and in her matter-of-fact little seven year old voice she responded with of course she was going to kiss her mom goodnight. Side note: I've wondered at times if I could be a mom because the thought of raising kids seems rather daunting (especially 12 at a time although I realize that most people don't try to raise that many children at once) but hearing her say the words, "mi mama" made me feel so happy.
3. Wiemar came! A group of over 40 people ranging from doctors to dentists to 9th-12th grade students arrived Tuesday midmorning. They're here to help the community by giving free health care, give a week of prayer and vacation Bible study and build a garage for our truck. And while there's been a slight change in our house in that we went from having 13 people in our house to now having 30 and one working bathroom, they're here for a purpose, they're going to do good things. It's been fun seeing their reactions to all the things I've become accustomed to such as tarantulas, putting your toilet paper in the trash can instead of the toilet and lice.

Speaking of lice, I am currently lice free! Woohoo! I think I wrote about how scared I was of getting lice in one of my first blogs when I first got here. I succeeded in not getting it all of last school year but inevitably it found its way to my hair in the middle of December when only about 10 of our 80 students were at the mission. Turns out, lice isn't as scary as I thought it would be. You may think it's gross that I'm saying that but honestly, there are worse things in life then lice and it's not permanent .
I got rid of them the end of December but had Audrey check my hair just to make sure and she confirmed that I am lice free. It's the small victories.

I think the month of February could be summed up in one word - stretched. I've been stretched in more than one direction, my patience has been stretched as has my relationship with God. If I'm going to be stretched though, I want this month to stretch me to make me more dependent on God, to make me rely on His help daily and for His comfort when I'm in the storm.

Thursday, February 9, 2017

I'm a mom again

You know that strange Christmas jingle that says, "mom and dad can hardly wait for school to start again"? Those lyrics have applied to me for the past couple weeks but in a different way. During vacation I only had two of my girls with me but when school started last Monday, all my girls came back along with a couple new girls. I've been looking forward to school because I get to be a mom and a teacher again. I get to say goodnight to my  girls every night, sing hymns with them every morning and evening, listen to them when they're frustrated and hug and pray with them when they have a bad day.
Yes, my patience with grow thin, I won't be able to understand them at times, I know I'll get worn out and I'll probably want to cry in frustration when what I say is ignored or disrespected but loving them and helping them in anyway I can makes everything worth while.
It's a little crazy going from being a single adult to suddenly being a mom to so many pre-teenage or in full swing teenage girls but the other part of me that isn't terrified likes a good challenge.
I have been given such a privilege - to love these girls with the love of Jesus and I pray that they'll get to know Him on a deeper level these last four months that I have with them.

May you experience the love of Christ, though it is too great to understand fully. Then you will be made complete with all the fullness of life and power that comes from God - Ephesians 3:19